I'm posting these in all the forums im somewhat active in, and where my friends are (emma, freddie im comming to your house today)
Well, last night my mom took me on a late trip to the doctor, i found a lump...
It was scary as hell, im still shaking. The doctor says it is EXTREMELY unusual to find breast cancer at such a young age, but its nothing to just ignore, it does happen.
Well i'm not going to go into details but he said it did feel like cancer. About the size of a little pebble. He's still going to do tests, we don't have results back yet but I think i've got it...thats my prediction.....
Well I just am not really in the mood for meez, i'm not deleting my account but i'm not going to be on for a while. My mom says im on the computer too much anyway
Don't worry about it, well i am, i can't help it, but the doctor said if it IS, which it still might not be, we've caught it early enough to do something about it.
god i'm scared, i know its probably nothing and everything, but i can't help it.
*sigh* well this is going to be one of my last posts for a while, the internet just doesn't seem fun anymore...
To emma-
i hope you see this you forum skank, your phone has been off for hours and you haven't been on myspace for a few days. I need to talk to you. I'm driving up after practice, make sure freddie is there i need to talk to him too. Make sure you're there, i really need to let my nerves out
