[dronehymns]

frankie_suicide wrote: demonicpixie-vb wrote: frankie_suicide wrote: katie_lingling wrote: like dronehymns pointed out, anorexia is a disease. A disease which could kill you. tbh dying dosnt bother me, i would rather die thin and happy than fat and unhappy :| You might as well just end it now. :roll: at leats twice i day i wish i just would, i have a knife on my desk and my wrists show how close i have come before

Failing at cutting your wrists just proves that you don't really want to die.

[pristinepanda]

pupsicle27 wrote: I actually can relate to you, Frankie. Change isn't as bad as you think. I've more or less been in your situation. Don't eat anything at all for a week except crackers, 3 crackers, right before you shower. When you pass out in school every 5 minute, you'll get sent away, and you'll be better. Worked for my problem. :wink:

I couldn't imagine living my life like that.

[fuzzykumquat]

What? You need tips on how to be anorexic?
You don't eat... And then you don't eat.... And then you die.. The end.

Someone asked me once if I ever had an eating disorder...
I said to him.. "yeah, I tried once...and I couldn't be anorexic because I like food too much.. And I couldn't be bulimic because I have a good gag reflux and can't throw up from shoving fingers down my throat" ....

I don't know why I said that......

[frankie_suicide]

pupsicle27 wrote: I actually can relate to you, Frankie. Change isn't as bad as you think. I've more or less been in your situation. Don't eat anything at all for a week except crackers, 3 crackers, right before you shower. When you pass out in school every 5 minute, you'll get sent away, and you'll be better. Worked for my problem. :wink:

ive gone 5 days before almost passing out at a gig i was playing in, then i figured i needed to eat something cos i had anther one the next day.
my parents force me to eat dinner downstairs and i have to to avoid suspicion, its ok on school days when i dnt have to eat breakfast or lunch, and half the week i dont have to eat dinner, but everytime i do eat i throw it up again cos i cant stand the feeling of food in my stomach

[dronehymns]

frankie_suicide wrote: pupsicle27 wrote: I actually can relate to you, Frankie. Change isn't as bad as you think. I've more or less been in your situation. Don't eat anything at all for a week except crackers, 3 crackers, right before you shower. When you pass out in school every 5 minute, you'll get sent away, and you'll be better. Worked for my problem. :wink: ive gone 5 days before almost passing out at a gig i was playing in, then i figured i needed to eat something cos i had anther one the next day. my parents force me to eat dinner downstairs and i have to to avoid suspicion, its ok on school days when i dnt have to eat breakfast or lunch, and half the week i dont have to eat dinner, but everytime i do eat i throw it up again cos i cant stand the feeling of food in my stomach

Go to a doctor and stop acting pathetic.

[frankie_suicide]

dronehymns wrote: frankie_suicide wrote: demonicpixie-vb wrote: frankie_suicide wrote: katie_lingling wrote: like dronehymns pointed out, anorexia is a disease. A disease which could kill you. tbh dying dosnt bother me, i would rather die thin and happy than fat and unhappy :| You might as well just end it now. :roll: at leats twice i day i wish i just would, i have a knife on my desk and my wrists show how close i have come before Failing at cutting your wrists just proves that you don't really want to die.

i know, thats what i figure, but when i used to think bout it on the surface i wanted to die but when i thought bout it i didnt, know its the opposite way round, know on the surface i know that its unlogical to want to kill myself, but underneath when i think about it, i really dont knwo what i have to live for anymore

[telsa]

Social Darwinism, guys.

[veuve_amiot]

frankie_suicide wrote: dronehymns wrote: frankie_suicide wrote: demonicpixie-vb wrote: frankie_suicide wrote: katie_lingling wrote: like dronehymns pointed out, anorexia is a disease. A disease which could kill you. tbh dying dosnt bother me, i would rather die thin and happy than fat and unhappy :| You might as well just end it now. :roll: at leats twice i day i wish i just would, i have a knife on my desk and my wrists show how close i have come before Failing at cutting your wrists just proves that you don't really want to die. i know, thats what i figure, but when i used to think bout it on the surface i wanted to die but when i thought bout it i didnt, know its the opposite way round, know on the surface i know that its unlogical to want to kill myself, but underneath when i think about it, i really dont knwo what i have to live for anymore

Toots. You're talking about it. You're failing at suicide. Both of those spell CRY FOR ATTENTION.
Go see a goddamn shrink.

[dronehymns]

frankie_suicide wrote: dronehymns wrote: frankie_suicide wrote: demonicpixie-vb wrote: frankie_suicide wrote: katie_lingling wrote: like dronehymns pointed out, anorexia is a disease. A disease which could kill you. tbh dying dosnt bother me, i would rather die thin and happy than fat and unhappy :| You might as well just end it now. :roll: at leats twice i day i wish i just would, i have a knife on my desk and my wrists show how close i have come before Failing at cutting your wrists just proves that you don't really want to die. i know, thats what i figure, but when i used to think bout it on the surface i wanted to die but when i thought bout it i didnt, know its the opposite way round, know on the surface i know that its unlogical to want to kill myself, but underneath when i think about it, i really dont knwo what i have to live for anymore

Living is the reason for living. There is no ulterior motive needed.