welp. Ive lost it.
---------- Post added 17th February 2017 at 01:04 PM ----------
I second what Alex said.
This hit home to me, you have no idea. I am so glad you are taking the steps you feel you need to get to a much better place. It does suck and it is hard but it will be the best thing you can do for yourself. I've lost many people in my life because I let my Mental Illnesses take the front seat. I was tired of opening up to people just for them to leave and I am still to this day very reluctant to do it again. When people hear about things happening to others that they just can't relate to, they simply just dismiss it and seep it under the rug. You're right, there are billions of people who have it worse than you but that doesn't mean what you're going through isn't valid because it is. People who have never suffered Depression often tell those who do that they are selfish because they live in a first-world country or that we are 'too young' to know whst sadness actually is. It's all of crock of shit. These people cannot relate to the struggles we face day to day or they would be much more informed than that. I hope you keep up what you're doing. I'm not an easy person to be friends with at times either but if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here. And I think you're worth the difficult parts.