It's one thing to struggle with a drug addiction and to relapse but to try a hard drug for the first time just to say you did it? Pathetic. I have no sympathy for those type of people when they lose their friends, family, or S/O. No one should be able to tell you what you can or cannot do but if someone you supposedly care about States their intolerance for drug users and you still do it "for fun" and then play victim when they leave, you're a sack of shit. No one is entitled to deal with you. You crossed (snorted) the line yourself and have no one else to blame.